bunny's blog

I think it's really been forever since I've updated here, hasn't it?

Well, let's see...

School has started again. Whoop-de-doo
John and I broke up for real this time
Gears of War is my new favorite game, ever
In February, I'm joining the YMCA so I can work out and get super sexy! Whee! Wish me lots of luck on my cute adventure!

I'm sickly with the sickness. I'm so damn tired of having this cold. It's mainly the annoying cough that chooses to roost in my throat for 3 weeks after the cold is over.

I'm, just generally, in a foul mood.

John and I are moving in together. Since he'll start working in Jeffersontown... Jeffersonville... fuck it, "southern Indiana", soon, it might be a good idea for us to move downtown. He lives in the East End at the moment and I really don't want to live there. It's expensive and it's way too far for me to get to school considering that I'll have to start taking the bus again. I'd rather be able to take the bus down 3rd Street to class and up 2nd street to get home. Easy peasy mac n' cheesy.

I suppose we'll have to see what's what.

Damn you, annoying cough!! :(

Oh, I updated my webpage FINALLY!!!: SUGARPANIC.NET

My birthday is on Tuesday. Laaaaaaaame. :(

Well, with me...

John and I broke up and then, one day later, we got back together. This was last Saturday. We've been together almost everyday since. I've also lost my virginity. I gave it to him. And it was a terribly painful experience. But, it was VERY VERY pleasurable too.

In other news, school is annoying. I want a job.

So, I should probably go to sleep, shouldn't I? I really need to start asking forgiveness soon. Yom Kippur approaches.

What's the last thing you usually do or think about before you fall asleep?

Okay, it's really lame, but I really do think about my boyfriend. I love him so damn much. I miss him when he's not here and I think of all the fun, romantic things we can do together. Because I'm lame like that. :)

Email from John makes it all better. It seems that we're both over our morose mood. Last week I was full of doubts about our relationship but now all of that's gone and it's back to how we were--happy, in love and wonderful. I'm just, like, crazy in love. I don't get to see him until Sunday though.

Yeah, but I had to work this morning and then I had that meeting tonight and I was tired and pissy but then I came home and saw emails from John. That made it all better, didn't it? :) Yes, yes it did. Regardless of the 43 mosquito bites covering my legs and, especially, right foot. Seriously, the itch. See, John and I sat out in my back yard, swinging on the swing and it was night time and, yeah, we're both covered in bug bites. Gross. But, I mean, I look polka dotted. It looks really bad, y'all. Ahhh, but it was worth it. *dreamy love love*

Okay, so, Monday classes start again. Barf. It's going to take me forever to graduate because I keep slacking off in my credit hours. Oh well, I don't really give a shit. It's going to take me another 2 years. The average college student graduates in 6 years, did you know that? I'm looking at 5. That's not too bad, I guess. It's really not practical to graduate in 4 years for a lot of people. Jobs, kids, spouses, lots of students have outside responsibilities and a 4-year degree is not doable for a lot of us. Oh well. But, if I want to get out in 2 years, I really need to start taking 15 credits a semester instead of 12. And I'll need summer classes every summer. Blah and nonsense. But at least it's only 2 years.

Oh and I'm OBSESSED with Beyonce's new single "Ring The Alarm." Yup.

Beyonce - Ring The Alarm

Beyonce

I get home from work to find that my grandmother had bought the ingredients to make me some more salad! Yay! It's all been mixed up and is waiting for me to eat.

Only, I won't be eating it. I walked into the kitchen just now and who do I see digging into my salad? Aunt Kathy. My almost 500lb aunt just fucking HAD to touch my salad. I said, "Aww, I didn't know it was community salad."

Kathy, who claims to not be able to eat lettuce, said, "you didn't think you'd get to eat it all, did you?"
Um... yes? Considering that I bought, made and ate the last huge bowl of salad, yes. I said, "Well, I'm not going to eat a community salad."

They KNOW that I won't eat something that someone else's hands have been all over, especially Kathy's nasty hands. So, she just had to ruin it. Of course she did. So now, that huge bowl of salad is going to go bad because neither of them will eat it. I'll just toss it out to the squirrels and raccoons a little bit at a time.

My schedule for this week sucks kind of.
Tomorrow I work from 9-12 which isn't bad, but Wednesday I work 3-close. We don't close until 6! I won't get home until, like, 6:30! Laaaaame!! On Thursday, the 10th (and my anniversary mind you), I have to work 8:30-12:30. Whine and pout. Oh well though. That's... 10 hours... that's $60!! If you add that to the $51 from last week that's $111!! That's freaking awesome. Maybe not for you guys, but for me $111 is 2 new video games or 1/5 of the money I need to the PS3. Either way, it's win-win.

In other news, I'VE LOST THE WEIGHT I GAINED!!! OMG! Happiness is skinniness! I got on the scale this morning and almost cried when I saw how low it was (comparitively). So, I'm stoked about that! *whew* Finally. Now, I can just lose all the rest... har har. Oh happy day for me!

John should be phoning me any minute now to tell me if I should still come out there to meet him or not. He's done at 12:30 and doesn't drive again until 5:30. So, I told him that I can drive out to his office and meet him there and we can kick around out there. It all depends on what time he gets back to the office AND if he hasn't had any more students piled on him. If he hasn't phoned by 1:30, I'm going to assume that he's been given another student. Frowny face to that.

So, I was going to ask my wonderful, thoughtful, doting boyfriend to buy me a teacup chihuahua for my birthday. That was until I saw the price tag on them. For a dog billed as the smallest breed in the world, it's pretty damn expensive. I can't ask John to spend about $1600 on a hamster-sized puppy for me. Damn fuck hell ass shit. I want one!!!

Okay, so we're starting a new fund. We had the 'Help Bunny Buy Gas Money Fund' but that one's obsolete. Now, I'm starting the "Help Bunny Raise Money to Buy a Tiny Puppy Fund."

Seriously, you guys. If you all gave me $100, I'd have the puppy! Don't be greedy assholes! Show how much you love me by forking over your hard-earned money so I can make an irresponsible purchase!!

I'm bored. I don't know what to do. I'm in one of "those moods" when I just feel like screaming and sleeping. I'm not mad or anything. My head hurts and I just feel... I'm not even sure how I feel right now. It would be fun to go somewhere tonight. I miss John. I want to see him and I don't want to see him. I want to eat something but I'm full as it is. I want to get in the bathtub but I don't feel like it. I want to play a video game but I don't. Does this make any sense? I got home this afternoon and everything just sort of went downhill. I feel bad because I ate a bowl of cereal for dinner but that's not a good dinner AT ALL and I know that I'll be hungry again in about 2 hours. I want to sleep but I don't want to sleep. Stargate comes on in an hour and I don't even feel like watching it. I don't know what's wrong with me.I guess it's just one of those kind of days.

Wow, I totally fucked off my diet today. I've been a bad bad girl. I went to the grocery, I bought more diet pepsi jazz, I bought a box of shredded wheat, a bag of wheat gluten and... and... and... 2 pints of soy ice cream. BOTH of which I've eaten today. OH! And I bought some oreos because I was going to make an oreo cake but, fuck that, I don't need it. I really don't because I'll just eat it all in 2 days and the 6 lbs I've lost will be back in 1 day. Now I decided to not make the cake and I'm stuck with the cookies. I think I'm going to crumble them up and give them to the squirrels tomorrow on campus. Do squirrels eat oreos? I guess I'll find out. See, I buy these things, like the cookies, because I just want a few to eat, not a whole bag. But I'm the type of person who just can't eat only a few. I'm the type of person who has to eat 25 cookies throughout the course of the day. I've probably eaten about 1800 calories today. Ugh. I always start with the best intentions. At least I didn't eat 3 little pints of soy ice cream. And at least I've had my fill of everything and I'll feed the squirrels tomorrow afternoon.

I need to head to bed in a little while because I have to be up at 7:30am again so I can head to work at 8:30. That's such utter bullshit. BUT! $51, yo. That's a lot of collectable toys and new video games.

Maybe I'll do a mini-workout later tonight. I've already had my bath so I don't want to sweat. Gross.

Tomorrow is Friday (yay!!) and that means that I'm off on the weekend! And I totally love how I've only worked 2 days yet I'm acting as if I've had this job for 7 years. Go me!